NoBStout
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-B.C. Stout
floralls:

After the Midnight Sun. Lofoten Islands. Norway. (by dealvarosanz)

My last thoughts before bed are always about how many people who have probably forgotten that I have ever existed. And also the fact that the woman who will be my wife and birth our children is most likely in a relationship and with the person who they think is the one.
I like to look up at the ceiling of my dark-empty bedroom that resides in my wee quiet apartment and realize how truly alone the life I live is. And that people across this the world have forgotten that I ever existed. But I find solace in the notion that the woman I very well my end up marrying in the future is most likely happy. And even though they don’t know me, nor I them, it’s comforting to know that they could be happy and enjoying where they are with their life.
And eventually my path of darkness/emptiness will lead me too them one day offers a momentary escape from the bleakness of this world for me.
To those who have forgotten my existence, I love you.
To those who have yet to meet me, I love you.


My last thoughts before bed are always about how many people who have probably forgotten that I have ever existed. And also the fact that the woman who will be my wife and birth our children is most likely in a relationship and with the person who they think is the one.
I like to look up at the ceiling of my dark-empty bedroom that resides in my wee quiet apartment and realize how truly alone the life I live is. And that people across this the world have forgotten that I ever existed. But I find solace in the notion that the woman I very well my end up marrying in the future is most likely happy. And even though they don’t know me, nor I them, it’s comforting to know that they could be happy and enjoying where they are with their life.
And eventually my path of darkness/emptiness will lead me too them one day offers a momentary escape from the bleakness of this world for me.
To those who have forgotten my existence, I love you.
To those who have yet to meet me, I love you.


I always feel better about my day when I have the opportunity to send people a message that I was thinking about them during my day. Plus, I’m getting pretty good at using my vocabulary whilst expressing myself.

May or may not have skipped class to read and drink coffee. So worth it.